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16 December 2005 @ 08:26 pm
What is the thing you regret most NOT saying?  
What is the thing you regret most NOT saying?

“Thank you Buffy.”

You know I never really thanked her for giving her life for me. That’s a pretty big deal, someone told me later, I don’t know if it was Giles or Willow, Tara or Spike but one of them told me that she said if I died she’d quit. Can you imagine that? Buffy just up an quitting being a slayer? Not that she could, but she was serious.

She gave up everything to me and I’m not talking about an expression here. She literally gave her life to save me. The world to; and look at everyone sitting pretty and continually ignoring the horrors in the world. Like in Sunnydale? Those people made me sick. The death rate in that town was insane and then someone would see their dead friend at the bronze living it up on the dance floor and no one said ‘hey maybe this town is fucked up’. Sorry about the language but you know it’s true.

How many people thanked my sister? I mean I didn’t even thank her for DYING for me so I can’t imagine how little thanks she got from everyone else. We’re all pathetic; all of us, me, Willow, Tara, Xander, Giles, Spike and Anya? Did any of us thank her? They We bring her back from heaven and expect a thank you; but no one ever thanked her.

Buffy? Thank you.

Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Muse: Dawn Summers
Word Count: 234
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated